Please help I know to much about life help me because I still cant figure it out!?

Come on man...think positive. some of us do have to start from scratch or only a little bit of something. In my country there is a saying which says "If you have one dollar, think how to make it into two." Always try to double everything. Not to mean only in case of money, I mean everything. For example, if you work 3 hours per day, try to make it 6. Understand. Everything. And you'll find result. Not that soon but you'll find it. And one more thing...don't worry too much. God create us, HE'll for sure give us something to live on....